She wasn’t fazed by them looking at her. She had become used to it after the years. At first, it made her uncomfortable, but now she didn’t mind. It would be a stretch to say she enjoyed the leers, but she still remembered the times when no one wanted to stare at her. She was tall & awkward, slightly geeky despite being close to thirty.
I didn’t care about any of it. I didn’t listen to the buzz surrounding me. I could see her & enjoyed what I saw. The whispered comments from the corners of the room & the crass locker room talk could not destroy what I thought was special.
Society has an infectious need to tear down anything positive. It locks in on it & crushes it out of envy, misunderstanding & pure unadulterated spite. Individual persons can be trusted. People are evil. You can never be sure that groups of three or more won’t try to rip you apart.
“Excuse me.” She smiled her demure, yet encouraging smile. I held my coffee high over her head. I didn’t want to spill as she passed by me. It was a tight squeeze, though it wasn’t mandatory she come as close as she did. Her hands on my hips as she shuffled by was definitely an extra bit she threw in.
It lasted for mere seconds, but I never let that memory leave me. A twinkle came to my eye whenever I thought of her. An innocent moment filled with the possibility of so much more. You have to be grateful for these moments. They remind you that you are alive.